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I did not get the job - and classes have started! I keep looking ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! I want money!! Give me money!!!!! Grrrr!!!

Trying to apply for a job, even if it's McDonalds. I need the extra money!! I need to suit and gear up!!

My cat, who had been sick for a while, weakened a lot last night. He's now resting forever, and I have his urn near me. I keep tearing up, I miss him so much. I miss him so, so much. He was my son, my baby. He wasn't supposed to die, it was like a part of me is missing now. I miss him so much. But we will be okay. I know he's not in pain anymore, he's resting, and he was as loved as he could be.

I have been trying to study the bases of Taoism lately, but it is complicated. I understand dettachment a little bit more now, but "not doing" is quite complicated to get a practical grasp of! That aside, DnD has been fun! I'll start my classes in about two weeks, quite excited!! Did you know I study nursing? :3 I love it tons!!

Yesterday I was my first sesh with a new DnD group and it was super fun! :3 Now I gotta do my best to keep up with everything! I was gonna go hiking but I completely forgot wwww That aside, I tried tomato sauce with an add on of sugar and a stir fry sauce and it was super good?? I'm so happy I did it, I totes gotta cook it more!

Valentines is coming close, and I joined in on a Love or hate stream!! Uwahh nervous www It's been a while since I last streamed anyways, so it's gonna be tons of fun! I keep taking long long naps in the evenings and I don't know yet what to do with my days, but I have been looking for work! I want money!!

Working on fanfics once again! That feels refreshing! It was my brother's bday the other day, so we celebrated with a big breakfast!! Very filling! I don't recommend pizza for breakfast, uhuuuu. That aside, getting up on planning the comic, but it's a WIP so it's a secret!! :3

Starting up the blog, giving it a try as a sort of online diary! I personally don't have much of a goal with this more than being able to connect all my ideas and thoughts from all the different things I do lol Let's hope it works well! Things like daily affirmations and so! Perhaps? Let's see what we can get done!